Not So Good...

Hi everyone!

I'm going to Hospital Universiti Malaya in 15 minutes. 

All because I have this heart condition since last year. Today, I felt a sharp disturbing pain on the left side of my chest. It was so utterly painful my tears started rolling down my cheeks.

I never cry unless something is effing painful. 

I tried calling home, my lil sis was hogging the house phone.

I never remember my dad's number anyway he has no car to pick me up from school. 

Mum was in KL, working.

B was having people over at his place, repairing his air cond. I was so desperate to go home I wanted to walk home. 

But then,  my sweet wonderful class teacher took me home. "Thank you soooooo much, Pn.L"

When I got home, it was so difficult to get a damned appointment in the government hospital. So my folks decided to put me into a private sector. To see the cardiologist.

Actually, the real thing was that my heart had a murmur the last time I checked, which was a year ago but the lousy docs had not done anything. After that I've suffered chest pain for awhile.

So now, I'm waiting for a friend of my mum's to pick me up and send me to the hospital. Another kind soul.

Till then,

Eve